Persistently42nu

Memories creeping up above from where my heart once died Still feel the pull, still taste the lie Nothing moves, everything stays Can’t look away, can’t unfeel the ache Same silence screaming every day I fall, I reach, I fall Why am I getting back up again Same dark, same break, always the same Right here in the end Laugh when it hits Repeat it all once again My veins know the comfort of the blade Tried to bleed out your venom a few times anyway I still wake up tasting you on the air Still flinch when the quiet gets too loud Still pretend I don’t care The ending wrote itself years ago I just keep reading the page I fall, I reach, I fall Why am I getting back up again Same dark, same break, always the same Right here in the end Laugh when it hits Repeat it all once again REPEAT IT ALL ONCE AGAIN ONCE AGAIN ONCE AGAIN ONCE AGAIN FALL REACH FALL REACH HAHA WHY AM I BACK UP AGAIN REPEAT REPEAT REPEAT REPEAT ONCE AGAIN ONCE AGAIN AMEN AMEN AMEN