[Intro - Clean arpeggios] [Verse 1 - Melodic, building] I keep replaying conversations in my head Rewriting lines I wish I'd never said The weight of every choice I made Sits heavy on my chest And I can't shake the feeling That I'm my own worst enemy [Chorus] NOW I'M STARING AT THE CEILING WATCHING SHADOWS TWIST AND FADE EVERYTHING IS CRUMBLING AND I DIG MY OWN GRAVE SO I'LL BURN IT TO THE GROUND WATCH IT ALL GO UP IN FLAMES AND I KNOW I'M THE REASON THAT NOTHING EVER STAYS [Verse 2 - Strained vocals] I keep myself at a distance from the things I want Self-sabotage becomes a second language That I speak too fluently And I've perfected the art of letting go Before I am left behind [Instrumental] [Bridge - Mathy breakdown, whispered then building] I built these walls myself (I built these walls myself) [Screamed] NOW I CAN'T GET OUT [Final Chorus - Full catharsis] NOW I'M STARING AT THE CEILING WATCHING SHADOWS TWIST AND FADE EVERYTHING IS CRUMBLING AND I DIG MY OWN GRAVE SO I'LL BURN IT TO THE GROUND WATCH IT ALL GO UP IN FLAMES AND I KNOW I'M THE REASON THAT NOTHING EVER STAYS [Outro - Fading arpeggios, breathless] I'm the reason nothing stays...