Every day I say “yeah, this is the last” The “last time” already turned to past Told myself I’d finally focus right But my focus fades when I roll at night I say it’s just to clear my head But my head forgot what it even said Just one hit to feel okay Now I need it just to face the day My bank account is crying loud I laugh it off like I’m proud No money to fix my life But always got some for this “advice” “It’s recreational”, I lie so clean Recreation became routine If I don’t got it, I feel annoyed If I got it, I’m unemployed Take that hit and pass it round Yeah Yeah Yeah Blow the smoke, I’m feeling fine now Take that drag Hold and let go Feels so good Feels so good Take that hit and pass it round Yeah Yeah Yeah Slow and easy Mind just floats Take that drag Hold and let go Feels so good Feels so good (ah-ah) I’m not addicted, I just repeat Same excuse, same little speech If it’s gone, I start to think “Am I kinda hooked on this?” I say I control it, I quit when I want But I get weird if it’s gone too long Don’t remember how it feels to sleep Without a ritual I gotta keep My plans are always for tomorrow Tomorrow wakes up with mental sorrow Did nothing, still feel tired Expert level at being uninspired “Just today”, “just one more”, “final round” That line became a sacred sound Started for laughs, stayed to exist Now without it I feel dismissed Relax turned into demand Peace became a brand Not a choice, it’s a condition If it’s gone, I feel the friction Laughing at people who can’t stop But I’m the joke, straight from the plot Smiling hard to hide the fact I forgot how to interact It’s not the plant, it’s running away Anything works to not feel the day If it wasn’t this, it’d be something new The habit just changes its costume Take that hit and pass it round Yeah Yeah Yeah Say it’s light But it runs my ground Take that drag Hold and let go Feels so good… Or just another cage to know? Take that hit and pass it round Yeah Yeah Yeah Calm outside Inside, I’m low Don’t know if I smoke for fun Or if I need it just to be… me.
