I married a man full of wonder, Who promised a life we would share. But I spent all those years waiting, While he gave the world his care. Christmas comes before me every single year, And I’m tired of being second while the whole world holds you, dear. I’ve loved you through the long nights watched our best years pass us by, But I can’t keep sleeping lonely while you chase that winter sky. I don’t begrudge the children their presents, Or the joy you bring every year. But I wanted more than a place in your story, I wanted you here with me, dear. Christmas comes before me, every single year, I’ve spent too many lonely nights wishing you were here. I’ve loved you through the long nights but there’s one thing you should know I’m writing you this letter, Santa. It’s time for me to go. I've sat alone at a table for two, dear, Watched your supper go cold on the plate. I've watched every clock in this house keep turning, While I learned how to live with the wait. You've got time for every elf, Every toy gets checked off your list. But after half a lifetime of waiting, I'm the one you always miss. Christmas comes before me every single year, And I’m tired of being second while the whole world holds you dear. I’ve loved you through the long nights watched our best years pass us by, But I can’t keep sleeping lonely while you chase that winter sky. I needed you beside me you were always on your way, And I’m done with being promised you’ll have time for me someday. You can keep your sleigh and reindeer all the magic and the snow. I’m writing you this letter, Santa It’s time for me to go. Santa, If you find this letter When the Christmas bells begin, Don’t ask me where I’m going, Ask yourself where you’ve been.
