Still There

Music Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jfBrWGCPAig The room felt lighter when he walked in. The kind of man who was both the quiet and the noise. Loved hard, laughed harder, teased the ones he treasured. That's how he showed all his joy. Some things don't leave. They just learn to live alongside you. I still find you in the sun between the seasons, On that hillside, under summer heat, the grass just cut. Something in the air and the cicadas sung for us, I know now what they meant. There are nights where your body knows before your mind does. You walk through the door already coming undone. No one had to say it, you felt it already, and by morning, everything had come and gone. Some things don't leave. They just learn to live beside you. I still find you in the sun between the seasons, In every summer that comes back without you here. The cicadas still sing like they don't know you're gone, or maybe that's exactly why I need to hear. I still can't go back to certain places. Even after so much time, the weight hasn't lifted at all. But sometimes in the morning, barely waking, you're just there. Same as you always were. Same as you always were, In the heat, in the sound, in the light, (I find you) Still there. (Still there.)