Too much never enough (fst vrs)

This one's a throwback.. Shit.. I'm Always too much.. or never enough.. Listen to the story of a real one. A KING SIZE GIANT. Let's ride. (Verse 1) I carved my name deep in the table, with a steady hand The blade did the talkin', fuckin' message was grand Summer sun hit the wood, left a spilt in the beam But my legacy was deep cuttin' like I'm scratchin the green She ran her finger on my groove, said "Yo, this is you A permanent seat sitting holding a permanent view The rain can't wash it, the sun can't strip You're a king size man, with a full-size...." Uh", And that's the problem." She saw only the tip Wanted a small mind dude, when those are small mind pricks See I'm a river, deep, I couldn't be a drain I'm a whole bag of rice, the world wanted a grain. For now I'm guaranteed, shhhh... she wanted a dream I would've been her world shit given up my spleen. (Chorus) I'm a river, runnin' deep and wide Like a mountain, ain't no place to hide She wanted a puddle on the side of the road She wanted a hill that she could fold and load I couldn't be nothin', more than I am, understand? But never accepted, just the way that I am I couldn't be somethin' less than the realest me I was always too much and that'll be my destiny Cursed to be less than thee but if she could see me I would be ra'dic'cli humble lee on my knee praising she cause she is all there is to me her heart's my key so don't mess wid' me (Verse 2) So I switched the flow, tried to talk low Quiet the thunder, put on a show Tried to make my heart beat to a rhythm that's weak Tried to make the mountain speak with a soft heart squeak Watched every word, softened the gaze Tried to fold the fire into a hazy phase Fold myself up, fit into their mold But a story this deep is too big to be told A fire this hot, can't be smoke and haze That's just a weak man's ways. Nah. Bring out the red flags put them bitches high, It's all I've heard my whole life, put it in my grave when I die. (Chorus) I'm a river, runnin' deep and wide Like a mountain, ain't no place to hide She wanted a puddle on the side of the road She wanted a hill that she could fold and load I couldn't be nothin', more than I am, understand? But never accepted, just the way that I am I couldn't be somethin' less than the realest me I was always too much and that'll be my destiny (Bridge) And it's a lonely truth, a stone-cold fact The fault ain't mine, God's got my bag fully pact It's two different worlds on two different maps One sips from a bottle, one drinks from a tap I ain't gotta shrink, I ain't gotta grow I just need a queen who can handle this flow Who sees the depth, and lets the current go Without askin' dis' giant to put on a show. (Chorus) I'm a river, runnin' deep and wide Like a mountain, ain't no place to hide She wanted a puddle on the side of the road She wanted a hill that she could fold and load I couldn't be nothin', more than I am, understand? But never accepted, just the way that I am I couldn't be somethin' less than the realest me I was always too much and that'll be my destiny (Outro) Yeah... always too much. For a world that wanted less. So I walk alone, within my own depths. A quiet... giant... loneliness. They said I was too big for the world, from the start to the end. Always better for another... But it's almost the end. Told me no matter what I did, it wasn't my best, so I said... Fuck this shit, Screw the rest... I'm out.