
It’s so repetitive I’m so competitive Just for a place in your heart I had no chance from the start There’s no space in your heart So you’ll tear me apart, and hide the proof in the stars, and then you’ll say you’re just playing your part Close my eyes This holy disguise stars to burn away It fades away I survive On the scraps of attention you toss my way They’re better thrown away In your mind, I’m just a dog to be fed, probably better off dead, with one foot in the grave and the other stuck in your bed, My heart beats for a love that never existed We never existed Such a tragic existence I’m mediocre, never a hard worker Just another parasite, feeding off of your light Whatever it takes to survive I’m a parasite Pull her closer, and closer, but once you get to know her, you’ll see she’s not a keeper, you’ll send her to the reaper He’ll keep her Forever and- Be my reaper, be my keeper, just promise to stay forever and more All the time, be my reaper, be my keeper, just promise to keep me forever and more. (A false sense of immortality, as I’m rotting six feet below where you buried me) (A false sense of immortality, as I’m rotting six feet below where you buried me) Tell me I’m real Solidify my body, tell me you really saw me There’s not much to feel, not much at all here, in this shell of a person, a parasitic convulsion of thoughts and words, but none are truly heard, not a single sound spoken My brain isn’t working Nothing is working Close my eyes This holy disguise starts to burn away It fades away I survive On the scraps of attention you toss my way Better thrown away In your mind, I’m just a dog to be fed, probably better off dead, with one foot in the grave and the other stuck in your bed, My heart beats for a love that never existed We never existed Such a tragic existence Tell me I’m real Solidify my body, tell me you really saw me There’s not much to feel, not much at all here, in this shell of a person, a parasitic convulsion of thoughts and words, but none are truly heard, not a single sound spoken My brain isn’t working Nothing is working It’s so repetitive I’m so competitive Just for a place in your heart I had no chance from the start There’s no space in your heart So you’ll tear me apart, and hide the proof in the stars, and you’ll promise you’re just playing your part As you rip me apart

