verse 1 i sat on the table like i’m part of the room dust in my lungs, and i’m humming for you the chandelier’s shaking, but nobody moves i think i still live in the version of you your voice in the piano, it plays when i breathe soft little lies tangled up in the keys i reach for the light but it won’t look at me guess i was never what you wanted to keep pre-chorus don’t say my name like it still belongs to you don’t touch my hands like you didn’t bruise chorus you won’t be mine… (it echoes softer every time) i’m sorry i stayed where you left me behind i laugh when i cry now, it sounds more polite you won’t be mine… i practice goodbye every night i sit in the glow like i’m perfectly fine but i’m not alive, i’m just passing the time verse 2 i wore something pretty, you didn’t notice spun in the light like a joke you ignored talked to the walls ‘cause they listen more honest you only loved me when i wasn’t yours i keep all your words in a glass by the bed shaking them up just to hear what you said they don’t make sense but i drink them instead maybe i’ll feel like i mattered again pre-chorus don’t call me sweet when you made me feel small you built me up just to watch me fall chorus you won’t be mine… (it echoes softer every time) i’m sorry i stayed where you left me behind i laugh when i cry now, it sounds more polite you won’t be mine… i practiced your love like a lie i sat in your light till it made me go blind now i just glow when i’m close to the fire bridge (more unhinged / vent energy) don’t yell at me… i’ll break into pieces you won’t wanna clean i’m still by the bedside you used to be funny how silence is louder than me i hate you— no i don’t, i just hate what you did i talk to myself like you’re still in it isn’t it sick how i’d do it again? outro (slowed / hazy / fading) you won’t… be mine… (you won’t… you won’t…) i’m still in the light… but it’s not… mine… …i’m fine (CREDITS for INSPO- ✿ 𝓐𝓓𝓞𝓡𝓔 ˖Ი𐑼⋆ (@kitty_beu))
