Crossroads

Which way should I go ? Does it matter It seems no matter which I choose Something close to me I’ll lose It’s a constant theme Like a reoccurring dream I've pushed my heart down deep and it has cost the best parts of me So many night turning and fighting in my sleep Why are these mountain paths always so steep Isn’t there another route I can take? One that skips over the heart ache I just want to get to the other side I just want to live my life So Which way should I go ? Does it matter It seems no matter which I choose Something close to me I’ll lose I constantly find myself at crossroads Waiting for assurances or To be told Which path I should take Scared of making a mistake Scared you won’t be there Won’t provide Won’t see me to the other side Though you always come through I’m not sure what to do Maybe this time you won’t be there Why am I so scared Which way should I go ? Does it matter It seems no matter which I choose Something close to me I’ll lose maybe that’s the point Maybe that’s your goal That I lose everything Except my soul That I have nothing left to hold Maybe then I’ll be bold When the only thing left is trust in you Then the path will get smooth So which way do I go? It matters less which way I choose Because you will never let me lose You will never let me fall Though I lose it all You still have my soul That is the ultimate goal That is your goal Show me your goal