[Verse 1] Sunrise creepin' through the blinds Another day, same old grind Coffee's brewing, trying to shake the fog Stuck here scrolling through my social log And I'm not really drunk, just pretending 'Cause if I still drank, I could use one right now. [Chorus] Yeah, I'm not really drunk, just pretending My sobriety, it's never-ending But there are moments, yeah, I won't lie When a cold one sounds good, way up high So I sway a little, slur my words a bit slow Just for a second, let the old feelings flow Not really drunk, just pretending, you see 'Cause if I still drank, that's where I'd be [Verse 2] Boss on my back, bills piling high Another fight, I just wanna cry The world keeps spinning, too fast for me Wish I could just disappear, silently And I'm not really drunk, just pretending 'Cause if I still drank, I could use one right now. [Chorus] Yeah, I'm not really drunk, just pretending My sobriety, it's never-ending But there are moments, yeah, I won't lie When a cold one sounds good, way up high So I sway a little, slur my words a bit slow Just for a second, let the old feelings flow Not really drunk, just pretending, you see 'Cause if I still drank, that's where I'd be [Bridge] It's a strange kind of dance, this push and pull Between the past and trying to make myself whole A whisper of comfort, a dangerous thought All the battles I've fought, all the lessons I've got [Chorus] Yeah, I'm not really drunk, just pretending My sobriety, it's never-ending But there are moments, yeah, I won't lie When a cold one sounds good, way up high So I sway a little, slur my words a bit slow Just for a second, let the old feelings flow Not really drunk, just pretending, you see 'Cause if I still drank, that's where I'd be [Outro] Just pretending, yeah, just pretending This feeling, it's just a fleeting ending Not really drunk, just pretending, it's true But if I still drank, I'd be raising one to you
