(Verse 1) The coffee's cold, the room is still You're talking but the words don't fit the drill I'm miles away, behind my eyes Chasing echoes and my own goodbyes I see the question start to form A gathering, quiet storm So let me speak before it breaks For all the subtle heartaches. (Chorus) I apologize for being in my head today I promise, darlin', it's not on you I'm just trying to figure this all out, find a way It's me, it's only me, that's true. I'm so lost, and I'm confused, but most of all, I'm scared I won't bore you with the details of my mind's hell It's a battle I was meant to fight, a solitary cell And I give you my word, I won't disappear again. (Verse 2) Don't mistake the quiet for a lack of love It's just a war I'm not the master of A tangled web of doubt and fear That only seems to crystalize when you are near Not 'cause of you, but 'cause your light Makes all my shadows feel so infinite and wide So let me stand here for a while And try to muster up a smile. (Chorus) I apologize for being in my head today I promise, darlin', it's not on you I'm just trying to figure this all out, find a way It's me, it's only me, that's true. I'm so lost, and I'm confused, but most of all, I'm scared I won't bore you with the details of my mind's hell It's a battle I was meant to fight, a solitary cell And I give you my word, I won't disappear again. (Bridge) I don't know if I can win this war inside my skin If this is a battle that I'm ever gonna win But I'll never stop fighting, no, I'll never lay it down I'll claw my way through the quiet, I will stand my ground For you. (Chorus) I apologize for being in my head today I promise, darlin', it's not on you! I'm just trying to figure this all out, find a way It's me, it's only me, that's true. I'm so lost, and I'm confused, but most of all, I'm scared I won't bore you with the details of my mind's hell It's a battle I was meant to fight, a solitary cell And I give you my word... (Outro) I give you my word... I won't disappear into my head again. No, I won't disappear... I'm fighting.


