I’ve just discovered that I don’t know who I am, damn The potential of what I ‘could’ be The knowledge of what I ‘should’ be Without guidance, what I ‘would’ be But I don’t want to do that, definitely Who I am is denied Doctor Jekyll and Mr Hyde personified Where did I go, have I even tried? When did I change on the inside? How did I get so far from- me? And what the hell was I meant to- be? I looked away and lost myself there Got here somehow, who knows where Did I fall asleep? Did I miss a sign? Was I supposed to notice at the time? It’s not that I’ve somehow lost who I am, damn It seems I just stopped being him Was never totally freed from him Never really at ease with him The wrong shape or place, circling the rim Who I am is denied Doctor Jekyll and Mr Hyde personified Where did I go, have I even tried? When did I change on the inside? How did I get so far from- me? And what the hell was I meant to- be? I looked away and lost myself there Got here somehow, who knows where Did I fall asleep? Did I miss a sign? Was I supposed to notice at the time? I’m not talking about ‘identity’ or some such notion How did I come to be- whatever And my eyes are opened And I’m lost- forever Who I am is denied Doctor Jekyll and Mr Hyde personified Where did I go, have I even tried? When did I change on the inside? How did I get so far from… ME!? And what the hell was I meant to… BE!? I looked away and lost myself there Got here somehow, who knows where Did I fall asleep? Did I miss a sign? Was I supposed to notice at the time? I said Was I supposed to notice at the time? So maybe I can just try to be this/ me And we’ll see- eventually
