[Atmospheric black metal. Female vocals – raw screams with desperate whispers. Cold guitar tremolos, fast blastbeats, slowed-down breakdown mid-song. The sound of a schoolyard buried in snow and silence.] [Intro – Whispered over feedback] They never said my name. Just looked past me. Like I was less than absence. [Verse 1] Two captains. Two smiles. And a list that never held me. Not fast. Not strong. Just there. The wind was louder than my heartbeat but not the silence when they left me last. [Chorus – Full scream, blastbeats] 🎶 Last to bleed First to break No one saw what I had to fake 🎶 🎶 I wasn’t picked I was left Not a name — just the rest 🎶 [Verse 2] Shoelaces frozen Hands like glass I screamed inside: “Let me matter!” But they saw through me Like snow sees through the field Waiting for someone who won’t come back [Bridge – whispered, unsteady voice] Being last taught me nothing but how to wait and hate the sound of my own shoes [Final Chorus – slower, almost funereal] 🎶 Last to bleed in a game I lost before I played Before I knew what it meant to not belong 🎶 [Outro – instrumental fading into wind, a ball bouncing once… then silence.]
