♾ Going To The River (cenzored cover)

cenzored English version of meme "Going To The River" Original here: https://youtu.be/50nlHgRYp1I !Explicit language at the link! ------------------------------ I’ve reached such depths of understanding that it feels as if I’ve already lived for a hundred trillion billion years on trillions and trillions of planets just like this Earth. This world is absolutely clear to me, and here I seek only one thing... Peace... Serenity... And that harmony — that comes from merging with the infinite eternal, from contemplating the great fractal resemblance, and from this wonderful all-unity of being — endlessly eternal, wherever you look. Look inward — infinitely small. Look upward — infinitely vast. You see? And you, again — with all that... Go on, keep fussing around! That’s your distribution... your path... and your horizon of understanding and feeling your own nature. It’s incomparably tiny compared to mine. You understand? I feel as though I’ve long been an ancient sage — immortal, or nearly immortal — who has lived on this planet since its very birth. Back when the Sun had only just begun to form as a star, and that gas-and-dust cloud, after the explosion, when the Sun flared up as a star, began to form those coacervates... those planets... You see? It’s like I’ve been living on this Earth for almost five billion years and I know it through and through. This whole world. And you come to me with some... I don’t care about your cars, your yachts, your apartments, your so-called wealth. I’ve been on this planet in countless forms. Greater than Caesar, greater than Hitler, greater than all the so-called great ones. You see? I was. And somewhere I was absolute scum — worse than anything here. Because I feel all those states! Somewhere I was more like a plant, somewhere like a bird... ...a worm... somewhere just a lump of stone. It’s all part of the soul. You understand? It has facets of resemblance infinitely diverse — an endless multitude. But you won’t understand that. So... go your way! In this world, we live through different sensations and different drives accordingly... Our places are different, our distributions are different. I wish you all the coolest cars, the best women, everything you want. And if you ever run out of ideas — come to me. For every one of your ideas, I’ll give you a hundred trillion ways to make it happen. Well, as for me — that’s it... I walk as an ancient sage who has seen the eternal, touched the divine, become godlike himself, and now strives toward the infinite — dwelling in serenity, peace, harmony, grace... in that sacred bliss, immersed in everything You see? That’s it. That’s the difference between us. So I go to admire the universe, and you go to fill yourself with some facets. That’s the only difference. You understand? You don’t behold this eternal infinite. You don’t need it! But you are, let’s say, more active — like a woodpecker hammering away... or an ant, tirelessly busy in its little path. So go on! Our paths here, of course, have certain parallels... because everything is one. But I — I understand you perfectly, while you — hardly understand me. Because I, in a way, contain you within myself — your entire nature. It makes up one tiny grain of sand of what exists within me. That’s all. So go now... move on... And I — I’ll go enjoy the beautiful autumn sunset on the shore of a warm southern river. That’s it. Go. And I shall go.