My crown was eaten By the distortions of the world I can't hear my own voice Only the mimicking hatred Pointing out my own weakness In my purple haze Self-nemesis, it's a game of chess Against my own smiling face There's no worse enemy than the self Throwing myself into hell Mapping my scars against the constellation of the infernal king The white rabbit in me, wants to hop in peace The black rabbit in me, wants to amplify the struggle with my fragmented memory Down on my knees, I pray for damnation My shadow is begging for liberation The inversion of the kingdom The white lily in the shadows is exterminated by the hands of the princess of flowers There's no beauty, just the ugliness of decay Self-nemesis, breaks the rationality Self-nemesis, the tormentor lives under my skin Self-nemesis, the stormy heart suffocates stability Self-nemesis, a cursed smile that is justifying my own grief There's no key to unlock the chains That move me like a soulless puppet My inner darkness is waging war against me Chaos kisses my lips, as it distorts my crystalline heartbeat I have no love for me, the broken dove I only feel happiness at my own unluck The joyous dark needs, to enjoy my own suffering Worthless mud, falls apart in the rain It is just an obstacle that complicates living My heart is useless, for it can't resonate There's only the opinions of the world reflecting in my eyes I absorbed their hatred, their need to see me cry I can't undo the negative effect on my mind Self-nemesis, I can't stand my own reflection Self-nemesis, giving myself endless unhappiness Self-nemesis, burying myself in broken dreams Self-nemesis, I don't know who I really am I'm just a result of hatred, a manufactured personality I'm a stranger to myself and I'm tormented by the convincing psychological mirage
