Left On Read

I'm stuck here in my head with every thought unsaid will you leave me on read? my feelings, rejected I can't handle this pressure I throw my phone on my bed covered heads with pillows silent cries of anguish we all have a will of our own but this fear, please extinguish this nervousness is purposeless when I don't know what the answer is this nervousness this worthlessness our time together I reminisce wracking my brain as I backspace turning a simple response into a battle in my mind wracking my brain as I backspace turning a simple response into a battle in my mind wracking my brain as I backspace should I try to get my feelings across? or will I be left on read without a response wracking my brain as I backspace turning a simple response into a battle in my mind wracking my brain as I backspace should I try to get my feelings across? or will I be left on read without a response left on read left on read anxiety of words unsaid left on read left on read will I overcome the fear in my head left on read left on read it's got me screaming out and clutching the bed left on read left on read a response that never comes, the looming dread left on read left on read anxiety of words unsaid left on read left on read will I overcome the fear in my head left on read left on read it's got me screaming out and clutching the bed left on read left on read a response that never comes, the looming dread I try to gather my thoughts but now I'm drawing a blank staring at the screen wondering if you're thinking the same thing as me