No Going Back (Cover)

No Going Back Lyrics by Fanny Alexandra Verse 1 I trace the cracks across the ceiling, like fault lines in my skin. Every memory tastes like powder, every silence pulls me in. I swore I buried all my hunger, but the ghost still haunts my veins. It whispers like a long-lost lover— sweet relief, eternal chains. Pre-Chorus And I know if I reach out, I’ll lose myself again, but the thought is like a siren, calling louder than my friends. Chorus I want it, God, I want it— but I know the truth I lack: once you taste that fire again, there ain’t no going back. The craving’s just a coffin, with my name carved in black. I want it, but I can’t have it, ’cause there ain’t no going back. Verse 2 Every night’s a quiet battle, every morning feels the same. I dream in lines and broken bottles, wake up drowning in the shame. They say healing’s just a staircase, but mine circles like a drain. Climbing only feeds the echo, every step a whispered name. Pre-Chorus And I know if I give in, I’ll vanish in the smoke, but the hunger makes a prophet out of every word it spoke. Chorus I want it, God, I want it— but I know the truth I lack: once you taste that fire again, there ain’t no going back. The craving’s just a coffin, with my name carved in black. I want it, but I can’t have it, ’cause there ain’t no going back. Bridge I’m still chasing shadows, though I swore I’d cut the ties. Even angels look like dealers when you’re starving in the night. And I’m begging for the silence, but it answers with a scream— a desire I’ll never fill, a requiem for every dream. Final Chorus (softer, then breaking open) I want it, God, I want it— but it’s death that calls me back. Once you start, once you’re under, there ain’t no turning back. The craving builds a coffin, with my life laid out in black. I want it, but I can’t touch it, ’cause there ain’t… no going back.