Love songs remind me of you

What if he didn’t die that day where would we be right now? Every day I felt a little bit closer than the day before trying to fight it because I was a broken soul so broken that I couldn’t admit but the day you left, I realized what I had lost. I lost my Forever my reflection. I lost me. I lost you seven months since you left. What would we be if we talked to every single day like the day before he left? I’d be loving you. I probably would’ve admitted it by now. I miss you. I just watched the love story so grand in the whole time I thought of you. Why are you gone? I miss you so much. I try to be strong. I try to carry on your legacy, but what I thought I was supposed to hold onto fumbled because it was only you that I wanted to hold onto See Crow every day. Sometimes they make me crack up and sometimes I wonder why you keep shitting on my car, Jason Jason, Jason I love you Chase from the second. I laid eyes on you and even though I’ve never physically been around you muscle will always be with you. Damn, I love you so much. You understood me and I you we got to be ourselves and yet we got to know each other and it was all OK. I can’t even explain the love that we had. I have nothing to compare to feel so organic at first night that we talked and you told me all about Hawaiian stories, gods and goddesses and how our lives and intertwined and then I didn’t talk to you for a whole month Because you were in the hospital when I finally got a hold of you I told you don’t never leave me again and you said OK I won’t find it hard to believe that you’re gone heartbreaking I love you before I met you while I met you and long after I have met you Until the next life we have a Hui hou