Garden Ov Hate

I couldn't win! The fight was too long, the mountain was too high, the road to recovery was too goddamn long! The twitches were too much, the anger was too great, I tried letting peace in, but my plan of merciless violence was already made! I set it in stone the moment I sat in that stone..chair, sinking deeper into the reality that my life is a meaningless pit of never ending despair! Tell me I’m wrong! Tell me I’m wrong, Tell me you wouldn't throw me out if the plan went wrong! Instead you raised your voice, an iron cast bullet, that you blew through flesh and bone, sneering through my brain! You threatened to lock me in the cold unless I gave into your selfish ways! I had no choice but to tell her to leave, find someone better, better than me. I’m rotten, putrid, worthless and human. I’m godless, rancid, evil and loveless, I am the villain you made, I am the hate you made, I am, the devil you created, I am the very foundation of evil incarnated, a version of me, who reluctantly begins your incineration!! I wanted to cry, I wanted to die! I wanted you to feel pain on this night! I wanted to hate! I wanted to wait! Wait for your blood to leave your tumor ridden brain! Thats when he pulled me aside, and said follow my lead. We’ll have them in no time beg for mercy at our feet! I asked for his name and he turned his head to me, and I saw what no recovering man wanted to see- I saw me!! I saw screaming! I saw seething! I saw the everblack teaching! I saw the lessons of hate that made him this way, I saw the tools of pain he used to get his way! I gave in to pain, I gave in to hate, I gave in to fear and now I am this way! I have to obey, the orders to kill! I have to obey, and sneer at the look of sorrow and terror that plagues their face! “We’ll hang them” he said, “Outside in the trees” They resisted us and now they're dead for the world to see! Future generations will beg at our feet and beckon at our every call, A plagiaristic hymn of death and despair, sent to you from me and him! Take it as a gift, take it with pride, and do it with a fucking smile on your face! Pledge your allegiance…. to the Garden of Hate! They cast me out into the blackened night, as I cursed under the ashen sky! My one called true only cared for her fuel, a provider of nothing but sorrow for himself as others celebrate around him. Unfaithful burdens and parental strains, while supervisions of endless torment laugh in your face while making up dead slaves! I’m a slave to this world, I was a slave to this world, now through one simple word, this world bows at my every word! They sing my praise, they sing their fear, as if their day of judgement wasn't already here! They know how to behave, they know how to fall in line, because we showed them what will happen every single time they resist our preachings, every time they resist our lessons, every time they resist our offers for them to be forgiven for their sins of incompetence and steadfast lies! They sit on their high horse planning our own lives! But that all stops today, with your merciless at my side, they resist, and they will suffer and die In the Garden of Hate! Thats when he pulled me aside, and said follow my lead. We’ll have them in no time beg for mercy at our feet! I asked for his name and he turned his head to me, and I saw what no recovering man wanted to see- I saw me!! You yelled and you screamed, as I slit my wrists You blamed me and cursed me, as I became sick. You wore me down and burdened me, like I never existed, You all tormented me, for your ownsick amusement. Now you will sing my praise, here. In the Garden….of…. HATE I saw screaming! I saw seething! I saw the everblack teaching! I saw the lessons of hate that made him this way, I saw the tools of pain he used to get his way! I gave in to pain, I gave in to hate, I gave in to f I gave into fear I gave into The Garden of Hate