[Verse 1] [soulful female vocals, chest voice] Oh Lord, they pushed me down And down the hill I go tumbling But why, why do I seem so angry When I could just smile, better than crying Why could I be so sad when I have everyone else Oh Lord, please forgive me for the awful things I've done Oh yeah [Verse 2] [gritty vocal delivery] Lord, please forgive me the time that I pushed a girl down Down the stairs Oh Lord, please forgive me for the awful things I've done I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything But my heart has become untamed Like why did I be this way until, until now [Chorus] [falsetto transition] Now you realize that you're a stupid ass me Or tell me baby, please just tell me, please just tell me, please just, just please tell me Just tell me when you'll go by again Tell me why am I, God, please just tell me [Bridge] [intense, strained vocals] Tell me God, please just Lord forgive me for the awful things I've done Crucify me, please just crucify me Oh Lord, please crucify me Crucify me Lord, fucking crucify me For the awful things I've done Please crucify me for everything I've done I talk shit, but no one really matters 'Cause we're all not making sense We're just kids who are depressed or way people [Outro] [melismatic soul phrasing] You tell her, oh Lord, I forgive her But tell me why has her heart got rotten I want it, but I can't have it Oh Lord, please forgive me for the awful things I've done today And it's kind of weird to see next what'll happen Oh Lord, tell me, but let me just understand Of who I really am before I've gone past by And no one's caring 'cause I'm just too angry instead Everyone's calling me out You're angry too And no one does know But no one And I mean no one And I actually mean it, like no one But no one I do know, but everyone Calm down girl, why you so, so mad Why has heart gone rotten It's all good girl, why you so upset Guess they forgotten what they've did Does it get your blood boiling