✨🐙 Lyrics by CalamariDreams 🐙✨ ⸻ [Verse 1] My brain talk trash, I believe it Scroll all night, can’t leave it Group chat lit, I mute it Still read every word like I need it Say I’m fine, that’s fiction Therapist voice on subscription Half of my pain is instinct Other half paid, that’s interest Self-made cage, I pace it Keep that tab, I taste it Everybody say “just face it” I already faced it, I stayed there [Chorus] I’m killing me softly in my head Hit replay on everything I said Why I turn peace into a threat? Why I keep losing every bet? I’m killing me softly in my head Drag my own name, leave it on read I could walk out, but I sit instead I’m killing me softly in my head [Verse 2] Yeah, I know it’s me, I admit that Overthink texts, then I sit back Type “I’m good,” then I unsend Rerun fights I don’t even intend Talk tough, then I crash in the shower Whole day gone in a half hour Check my phone like a compulsion Say I need space, start convulsin’ I don’t need ops, I’m the problem Start small cuts, then I rob ’em Every win I get, I crop it Post my loss, then I top it [Chorus] I’m killing me softly in my head Hit replay on everything I said Why I turn peace into a threat? Why I keep losing every bet? I’m killing me softly in my head Drag my own name, leave it on read I could walk out, but I sit instead I’m killing me softly in my head [Bridge] I know, I know, I know it’s me I feed, I feed my own disease Say I’ll stop, then I disagree Argue with myself on three Count it— One for the guilt, two for the shame Three for the way I like the pain Can’t blame you, you’re not to blame I light the fuse, then curse the flame [Chorus] I’m killing me softly in my head Hit replay on everything I said Why I turn peace into a threat? Why I keep losing every bet? I’m killing me softly in my head Drag my own name, leave it on read I could walk out, but I sit instead I’m killing me softly in my head
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