>[Intro/Verse 1] Dwelling in my head are these monsters in my mind Telling me I will never figure myself out Stuck in my doubts Built this mad-house that I should’ve torn down And now I can’t find a way out >[Hook] I lost my sanity, stuck staring at my vanity I’m going crazy Drowning in my thoughts lately >[Verse 2] How could I be so stupid? Dreaming lucid dreams I’d rather be stuck with my sleep paralysis Cause I’d rather not fall asleep at all Drowning so deep- deep- deep- Growing desperate Can’t separate what is real from what is fake I’m going crazy I- I- I- >[Hook] I lost my sanity, stuck staring at my vanity I’m going crazy Drowning in my thoughts lately >[Verse 3] Monsters prowling through the hallways of my mind I can hearing ‘em screaming through the walls almost every single night I lost my mind somewhere inside this mad-house as big as a mansion Quietly drowning in my passions Can’t keep running from these monsters that prowl inside these halls They bend the walls of my will Making every wrong turn seem small Going through it all Opening every door, Hiding under the floor Living life in my fear How can I escape something-some-place I made to be a cage? >[Bridge] Every door is a memory When I enter it haunts me from every one of my nightmares >[Verse 4] Trapped inside my mad-house Hearing my own music haunt me Eating me from the bottom Letters wrote in bottles Memories put away in boxes I’m so- so- so lost I can’t- can’t- can’t get out I’m chained- chained- chained by my doubts I- I- I might drown beneath all these heavy thoughts Through it all, am I still a son of God?
