I got out - ( 2 )

[Verse 1] I still know the shape of how she laughed before the words came out I know the particular quiet after she'd been crying on a call Someone loves her now in the same room with their hands I relearn how to want that not to hurt most days it almost works [Verse 2] I'm better, I can feel it in the mornings the way the weight sits further from my chest I've even meant it once or twice when I said fine which I'm told is progress which I'm told is best But there's a room inside me with no furniture just the outline where the waiting used to live and I walk past it and I don't go in [HOOK] I got out I got out The door was real But some part of me is still standing at a gate that never came [Piano - Saxophone Medley] [Chorus] I moved on the way a window moves the light it comes through different, not the same And I've loved since the kind that fills the room, the kind that stays but October does a thing I can't explain Something in me learned her like a language and still thinks in her when nothing's in the way [Bridge - emotional peak, key lifts] The strange part isn't missing her it's how I've stopped how clean it sits inside me now Like a healed thing you only notice when the cold comes I don't want her back I want back whoever I was before I learned to love at a distance and call it enough [Final Chorus] I moved on I wear it like a coat that almost fits familiar in the shoulders, wrong across the chest And she's out there living in a life that doesn't know my name and I'm glad for her I'm glad I got out, just not the same Almost whole, almost [Outro - sixteen seconds] I hope you're sleeping