[LadiieSavage Intro] Yeah… I stopped living for everybody else… Now I live for me. [Verse 1] Everybody got opinions when you choosing yourself But where was y’all when I was losing myself? Stayed solid, stayed real, never lied to the people I love Even when the truth hurt bad, I still kept it above I’m not perfect, I done broke down too Tried making everybody happy till I forgot who’s who My kids good, my husband know exactly who I am I don’t fake a role just to fit somebody’s plan Late nights thinking if I’m selfish or free But healing feel different when you finally breathe People mad ‘cause I stopped carrying they pain Now I protect my peace before I lose myself again [Pre-Chorus] If I tell the truth, don’t judge me for it At least I never moved fake or distorted I’d rather be honest and hard to handle Than smile in your face while my soul dismantled [Chorus] I do what I want ‘cause this my life Not living for nobody else tonight No more breaking myself just to make y’all smile I sacrificed enough for a long while Yo hago lo que quiera porque así soy yo Si digo la verdad no existe traición Prefiero ser real aunque duela más Que vivir una mentira solo pa’ encajar [Verse 2 - Spanish/English] Dicen que cambié porque ya no me quedo Pero nadie vio mis lágrimas en silencio Siempre daba todo aunque yo me rompía Ahora me elijo a mí, aunque les duela todavía I got tired of drowning just to save everybody Now I move different, energy lowkey No more forcing friendships, no fake love around me If the vibe feel weird, then you can’t come near me Mi esposo sabe todo, nunca tuve que mentir Si algo me dolía yo lo tuve que decir Eso no es traición, eso es madurez Aprendí que mi paz vale más que complacer [Bridge] I spent years loving everybody louder than myself Now I’m finally putting my heart back on the shelf Not cold… just careful Not fake… just tired [Final Chorus] I do what I want and I stand on that Truth too heavy, most people can’t handle that LadiieSavage finally choosing peace And if that make me selfish… then let me be free Yo me elegí primero esta vez Sin miedo, sin máscaras, así es No vivo pa’ ustedes, vivo pa’ mí Y por primera vez… me siento feliz.
