https://www.twitch.tv/the_neon_lounge https://x.com/The_Neon_Lounge © 2025, DistroKid. All rights reserved DeltazStudio. -------------------------------------------------------------- [intro] Apathy, Consummate me. [Verse] I'm so sick of being labeled a fighter When I’m guilty of giving in to desire You said you needed some space Moments before you threw me away [Pre-chorus] Live in illusion Thanks to confusion I just want to wake up So Put the nail in my coffin [Chorus] As I cross my heart and hope to die I wonder what’s on the other side It’s just so hard to tell, So hard to tell When you’re living in fiction When you’re living in fiction [Verse] They say the good die young, That’s why you’ll live forever. It’s so hard to progress when poison is your medicine Cuz everytime I see your face, I’m pulled back in [Pre-chorus] Live in illusion Thanks to confusion I just want to wake up So Put the nail in my coffin [Chorus] As I cross my heart and hope to die I wonder what’s on the other side It’s just so hard to tell, So hard to tell When you’re living in fiction When you’re living in fiction [Bridge] I’m losing grip on my mental state, Feeling panic rise at an exponential rate. I graduated with the highest grade From a life full of self-decay [Chorus] As I cross my heart and hope to die I wonder what’s on the other side It’s just so hard to tell, So hard to tell As I cross my heart and hope to die I wonder what’s on the other side It’s just so hard, It’s just so hard, So hard to tell When you’re living in fiction [End]