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Survivance

V5.5

[Rex] No thought of mine predicted your demise I cried until my tears themselves ran dry Endless darkness ensnared my sleepless eyes Revisioning how I just watched you die You asked and I gave you my guarantee That no drop can ever top the first one To think you’d still be here if not for me As the harm I caused could not be undone For years I had been yearning for my death My drop that night was a much bigger dose Yet I’m still here while you took her last breath You left me choking on this life you chose Unlike her I long begged to join the dead You knew this and yet you picked her instead [Gray] You are here but you’re no longer okay Standin firm while livin off of what I gave Growin stronger on the road that I’ve paved Never learnin how to earn your own way Look at you ‘n how bitter you’ve grown today Ungrateful for the paths that led you astray ‘n I’m sorry that I helped you find your way Cared for you ‘n watched our friendship decay I thought that I made you truly happy back then Somewhere safe enough to be your best friend Thought you’d stay right beside me till the end You became one I couldn’t even comprehend I always took care of you through everythin Loved you but also feared what you might bring While you betrayed me without even waverin While I just remained here slowly witherin [Rex & Gray] Not seeking answers bleeding every day Aware there ain't no second chances made Just memories and weight endured in pain Learning to live though loved ones could not stay Never chose this, yet somehow we remain Never knowing when the final refrain.