held by lies

watched you walk in silence slipping out of my life with a pressure i cant stand it almost breaks me in the end theres a poison that lingers cure was the tip of your tongue with every word that got spoke the more i became undone glass heart put back together but you can still see the cracks life is spinning outta control im frozen while im in motion i memorized what to keep and threw out all the rest learned the meaning of emotion from beyond a broken bend truths are awful things when there held by lies i lost myself in the mirror the reflection wouldn't look back i couldn't find a reason to look back and reflect as your outline slowly faded all i fought for was the thought i clung to the memory for so long now i finally get what went wrong i got too close to the sun that my wings got burnt i fell too hard smack into the dirt i went too deep and ran outta breath i held far to tight for something that was wrong life was spinning outta control i was frozen to this place but now i can remember why theres hatred on your face ive learned how to move on from being broken, from nothing the truths get spoken loudly and the lies can be forgot cuz truths are awful things when you hold them with your lies