Do you ever think of me not because you miss me, just because something in the room still holds my memory? Maybe I’m another dream your mind stopped trying to remember. These faded scars still trace a way back to my heart, if there’s anything left of it. Could you find it again if I let you close enough? Holding on! To what we had! I’ll hold on to you! (You...) Even now, with nothing left but the weight of who we were I’ll hold on! (Hold on!) until I don’t know what I’m holding anymore. I still leave a space for you without meaning to in every crowded room, in the silent nights ive left to brood, I’ve tried to let it heal, but most nights it feels more like pain bleeding without making a sound. And if you stood here now, would you recognize me or only the parts you had to leave behind? Holding on! To what we had! I’ll hold on to you! (You...) Even now, with nothing left but the weight of who we were I’ll hold on! (Hold on!) until I don’t know what I’m holding anymore. You left me holding what was already gone. You left me holding what was already gone!! SO TAKE IT BACK! EVERY PROMISE EVERY PIECE OF YOU I HAD TO TEAR OUT OF ME! I KEPT THE WOUND OPEN JUST TO KEEP YOU CLOSE! YOU WERE NEVER COMING HOME! I wasn’t holding on to you I WAS HOLDING ON TO THE DAMAGE! LET! ME! GO! Even now, with nothing left but the weight of who we were I’ll hold on! (Hold on!) until I don’t know what I’m holding anymore
