[Verse] I'll admit it was me at the start Terrified of us falling apart It was you and me against it all Head first, I dove, embraced the fall [Verse] You warned me I should stay away Thought I knew better, swearing to stay Blind to the darkness hidden in you But somehow deep down I knew [Pre-chorus] I fought by your side, and I helped you win Willingly devoured your sin Chased away the darkness inside of you I guess I'm diseased now too [Chorus] I helped fight off your demons Your cries Your lies Never asked for your reasons All the fights Wasted nights You're the one mistake I cant undo Yeah i saved you But I lost me too [Verse] Your smile was a dagger wrapped in gold Dripping with poison and deathly cold never tasted the venom as I kissed those lips As i lapp up your lies my reality slips [Verse] I held you up while you screamed at the sky I carried you when you thought you might die You said my love was your armor You were Always the charmer [Bridge] Every one of your screams Tore me apart at the seems Each and every one of your scars Left my heart covered in marks But I still always came When you called out my name You wore your pain like a crown From above As you cast me down Looking down on me from your liar's throne I see now, I made your wounds my own [Chorus] I helped fight off your demons Your cries Your lies Never asked for your reasons All the fights Wasted nights You're the one mistake I cant undo Yeah i saved you But I lost me too