aghhh... today i guess its sorta like this, rolled outta bed rolled myself a little spliff, here we go it's time to spit grab the lighta and with a flick.. flick? flick? flick? flick flame spit light this bitch take a pull let it swirl wonder what the fuck is even wrong with the world... talkin to shadows like yall hear me or nah... mind drift zig zag glitchy like a bad stream wonder if sanity just a marketing scheme... they sell you calm in a pill shaped lie while the clock keep eatin us alive... i stare at my hands like whose these be... veins fulla yesterday anxiety heartbeat... sometime the anxiety win when the patience thin but my breath still steady... inhale exhale mantra gritty teeth grind bars outta boredom... not hunger... scribble truth till the paper feel tougher... every thought a alley fight wit doubt... i duck ya... swing back then reroute... wonder if hope just a rumor folks repeat when they scared to sit wit the creep of they own headspace... late nite early morn same blur same face but i lace it wit rhythm spit it phonetic so the pain sound aesthetic... bitch dont you mutha fuckin forget it... fuck you... sun ain’t even a sun it’s a buzzing ulcer in the blinds when i peel off the mattress like shed skin roll a spliff outta pulverized minutes coughin sparks like it know i’m lyin flick flick nah stutterclick lumen bite ember tongue kiss paper world shaper scar scraper, bitch i aint hate ya, just a test, what made ya? cross-fadah you lame huh? small brained scum... i aim one hash brain ya cant think huh? you squeek huh? don’t misremember me... fuck whatever algorithm keep tryna sedate... today still smeared like dis ashtray... resemble asteroid autopsy... scorch my nerve i let it capsize...inhale till cognition coagulate thorax heavy like unpaid gravity pupils gritty like bent spoon cough a nebula shaped mushroom “what the fuck is you lookin at”? today i guess its sorta like this, rolled outta bed rolled myself a little spliff, here we go it's time to spit grab the lighta and with a flick.. flick? flick? flick? flick flame spit light this bitch take a pull let it swirl wonder what the fuck is even wrong with the world... “what the fuck is you lookin at”?
