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Upright and Unraveled

(Verse 1) I’m a standing ovation with a panic attack, Heartbeats playin’ Slipknot on a cardiac track. Tried to walk tall but I blacked out instead, Your ghost walked by while I laid with the meds. Wrote a love song to my electrolytes, Now I’m dating compression tights. Blood pooled in my ambition’s shoes, I lose gravity like I lose my truths. ⸻ (Pre-Chorus) Oh, tilt me back like a tragic cliché, Even my shadow sits halfway. ⸻ (Chorus) ‘Cause I’m upright and unraveled, Crashing like glass every time I travel. My pulse is a plot twist, loud and unclear, Screamin’ “I’m alive!” in a chandelier tear. Yeah, I fall like it’s fashionable, This tilt-a-world life’s irrational. But I’m still here—out of breath, out of spite, Turning syncope into a stage light. ⸻ (Verse 2) Stairs are my Everest, five steps deep, Then I’m breathin’ like I just ran a meet. Doctor said, “It’s invisible.” Cool. So’s my social life—miserable. Gatorade’s my champagne toast, Salt’s my vice, I overdose. I’m the life of the party… if the party’s a nap, With a 3-minute dance and a 12-hour crash. ⸻ (Pre-Chorus) Oh, I’m the king of dramatic descent, My heart reads tragedy in every event. ⸻ (Chorus) ‘Cause I’m upright and unraveled, Wired to fall, but somehow I battle. My nervous system threw a coup, But I still write anthems in shades of blue. Yeah, I sway like a gothic confession, Stuck in this orthostatic obsession. But I still sing—out of time, out of breath, Telling fate to take a number, not my death. ⸻ (Bridge – Spoken/half-sung) Dear Gravity, Stop flirting with my knees. Dear Resting Heart Rate, Why you gotta hit 143? ⸻ (Final Chorus) So I’m upright and unraveled, But I’ve stitched my soul to this uphill battle. You can faint me, drain me, bend me thin— But I’ll rise like a nosebleed grin. Yeah, I drop like a mixtape meltdown, But I own this dizzy ghost town. So here’s my pulse—fast, loud, and true, POTS won’t stop my debut. (Outro) Lights fade, heart races, I still play— A little broken, but built to stay.