I remember the first time I showed you my music I was scared of your reaction Your silence made me nervous But what you said next Had me once again questioning my purpose "Do you have a happy song?" I mean what kind of question is that? Do you have a happy song? You dont even have A happy son What did you expect? Ive released over a hundred songs And I dont think i have a single one I got love songs But that love is gone That simple question Got me thinking Am i doing something wrong? But then i did the math And i added up the cost No i dont have a happy song But ill try to write you one Yet everytime i try To write Only pain Comes to light My brain Wont ignite Try as i might Im not capable To write a lie Everytime i write a line Itll burn a hole into my eye I dont understand Why I Cant find The things to say Ill pick apart my brain And rearrange everything Make it seem great But when its out On the page It'll change Its like my pen Bursts into flames I know you want a happy song But everytime i try to write you one My brain Makes me bite my tongue So Heres your fucking happy song Na na na na na Hope its everything you want Na na na na na Heres your fucning happy song Na na na na na Hope you laugh and sing along I tear myself apart When i write From my heart Say i gotta try So i gotta grind For my mark But its like im driving blind Through a park Hit a pine With my car And a sign In a yard I dont wanna cry Anymore So Heres your fucking happy song Na na na na na Hope its everything you want Na na na na na Heres your fucning happy song Na na na na na Hope you laugh and sing along Never ever in my life Have i ever been all alright But now you want me to write lines About sunshines And not crossed lines Yeah fuck that Its past time And fuck this phone Like yours Ill smash mine Yeah you guess it i was bested by the depression So i write every message As a lesson But this questions Got my stressin Through dimensions So Heres your fucking happy song Na na na na na Hope its everything you want Na na na na na Heres your fucning happy song Na na na na na Hope you laugh and sing along
