Verse 1: I keep trying to act like I want to move on, But the truth is I still want to be with you. I’m scared to say it because I don’t know where we stand, But that’s how I really feel. Waiting for the time for it to make sense, But the truth is it probably never will. Hanging on to hope of something That will probably never be real. Chorus: What if the silence becomes my biggest mistake? What if not being honest costs me everything? What if my ego’s unbreakable and it stands in the way? What if my past comes back to haunt me, And the abuse I caused comes face to face? What if I’m too deep inside the version you gave? And what if you give it all, And I still ruin everything? Verse 2: Every time someone gives me their heart, I give it back in pain. Every time they put their trust in me, it’s something I always betray. Trying to break the cycles of the demons my father gave. And if I was honest, I might have the one chance of my dreams. Chorus: What if the silence becomes my biggest mistake? What if not being honest costs me everything? What if my ego’s unbreakable and it stands in the way? What if my past comes back to haunt me, And the abuse I caused comes face to face? What if I’m too deep inside the version you gave? And what if you give it all, And I still ruin everything? Bridge: What if you’re the reason I pay for all of my mistakes? What if loving you is the cost that I pay? What if I thought that moving on would erase the past in a day? What if they hang on me and won’t let me walk away? What if I really lose you and I have to face the pain? Chorus: What if the silence becomes my biggest mistake? What if not being honest costs me everything? What if my ego’s unbreakable and it stands in the way? What if my past comes back to haunt me, And the abuse I caused comes face to face? What if I’m too deep inside the version you gave? And what if you give it all, And I still ruin everything?
