[Intro] Yeah… Silence louder than sirens Let it ride I been numb for a long, long time Heart in the dark, I don’t know my mind Money talk but it don’t say sorry I’m alive but I feel like I’m dyin’ I don’t trust none, I don’t cry no more Every smile feel like a lie I wore They don’t love me, they love my glow Soon as I fade, they gone close the door House real quiet, TV static Mama stressed, she don’t say it, I see it Had to man up before I was ready Lost my childhood to rent and evictions Friends switch sides, I ain’t panic I just learned who was really with me Bish say love but they move too friendly I been hurt, I don’t love too freely Nighttime thoughts get heavy I talk to God but the line real busy I carry pain like it’s family Smile clean but my soul real gritty Seen pusy hearts when it’s time for pressure I stayed ten toes, I ain’t do no bending If I don’t make it, don’t call me special I just survived where they stopped existing I ain’t loud, I just feel too much Every scar still heal me slow If I go, don’t say I quit Just say the world was cold I been numb for a long, long time Heart in the dark, I don’t know my mind Money talk but it don’t say sorry I’m alive but I feel like I’m dyin’ I don’t trust none, I don’t cry no more Every smile feel like a lie I wore They don’t love me, they love my glow Soon as I fade, they gone close the door I don’t post pain, I record it Every tear turn verse in the morning Had dreams big, but the road real narrow Had to crawl before I could start walkin’ Still see ghosts in the mirror Still hear names I can’t say out loud Every loss made my voice get deeper That’s the sound of a man, not a child Bish want clout, I want peace Pusy energy make me retreat I don’t chase love, I attract silence That’s the only place I can breathe If I disappear, don’t come lookin’ I been hidin’ inside my head If I make it, it won’t feel lucky I just beat what they said would end me I been numb for a long, long time Heart so cold, but I’m still alive If I smile, just know it’s practice I been hurt way more than I show I don’t trust none, I don’t cry no more Too many doors closed in my soul If you love me, love me now Not when the lights turn low Yeah… Silence talk louder than people I’m still here
