いつのまにかシャツの袖が短くなって 見せたくない手首 ヒートテックで隠す 無限にあるはずの将来の道も 選べるカードはほんの数枚で 高い数字のそれ もらう為に 環境破壊についてのessay 感情動かさず眺めてる 世界の大きさも知らないのに summaryばかり求められて あたしの肩甲骨 翼がもがれた跡みたいね 対になった窪みが ぽっかりと口を開けている 制服のプリーツが一斉に解放されて 春の匂いが土から湧き上がる アセトンの香りが残る手のひら ただ振っていた 卒業式 18ってもっと大人だと思ってた 次の動く歩道に乗り換えるだけ クソ真面目に片側開けて 身体縮めて 世界の大きさも知らないのに summaryばかり求められて あたしの肩甲骨 翼がもがれた跡みたいね 対になった窪みが ぴったり合う誰かを探してる ------ Before I noticed, my shirt sleeves had grown too short I hide my wrists I don’t want to show with extra layers of warmth There were supposed to be endless paths for the future But the cards I’m allowed to choose from are only a few To earn the highest numbers I read essays about environmental destruction Watching them without letting my feelings move I don’t even know how big the world really is Yet I’m always asked for summaries My shoulder blades Feel like the scars where wings were torn away A pair of hollow dents Gaping wide open The pleats of our uniforms are released all at once The smell of spring rises from the soil My palms still reek of nail polish remover I just kept waving at the graduation ceremony I thought eighteen would feel more like an adult But I’m only stepping onto the next moving walkway Carefully leaving one side open Shrinking my body, playing by the rules I don’t even know how big the world really is Yet I’m always asked for summaries My shoulder blades Feel like the scars where wings were torn away That matching pair of hollows Searching for someone who fits them perfectly
