𝐻𝒶𝓊𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑀𝒶𝒹𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈

I found my name Scratched in the wall Like somebody else Had been here before The mirrors grin With borrowed teeth They whisper my sins While I try to sleep And I laugh too loud At the painted saints I bite my tongue Till it tastes like rain Hear that organ crawl Through my bones, through my bones Something knows my name When I'm all alone Rusted halos burn Behind my eyes Every prayer I breathe Comes back alive I'm mad, I know Don't turn on the light There's somebody smiling Just outside my sight Every empty chair Pulls itself near Every broken hymn Sounds painfully clear The moon hangs low Like a watchful eye The walls breathe slow As the hours die And I laugh too loud At the painted saints I bite my tongue Till it tastes like rain Hear that organ crawl Through my bones, through my bones Every bell it rings Calls me farther home Candle smoke is breathing Shapes without a face Every shadow waits To take my place I'm mad, I know Don't say my name If I answer back I won't be the same Put your hand on the glass Tell me what you see Is it someone there Or is it only me? I hear the choir hum Where nobody stands Cold fingers counting Every trembling hand The bells never stop Though the tower fell I've been living years Inside their spell Rusted halos burn Inside my head Every ghost I buried Sleeps beneath my bed I'm mad, I know I can't make it right The walls keep singing Till they swallow the night No heaven calls No daylight comes Only hollow echoes Beating like a drum