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Saint of Nothing(Mine)

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SAINT OF NOTHING [Intro – breathy whisper] You said I'd look prettier when I stopped fighting back… So I learned how to smile with a knife behind my teeth. [Verse 1 – low, intimate] I wear your words beneath my skin, like little scars I hide within. You made a heaven out of lies, then called me cruel when I survived. I used to pray you'd change your mind, now I pray I leave you far behind. There's something beautiful in breaking when you're finally breaking free. [Pre-Chorus – building] I can hear the angels laughing in the walls. Every time you say my name, I remember who I was. And I don't wanna be her anymore. [Chorus – powerful clean] I am the saint of nothing, the girl you couldn't save. You tried to turn my heartbeat into something you could break. I gave you all my silence, you mistook it for defeat. Now every wound you gave me is a reason I can breathe. You wanted me beneath you— now watch me disappear. I'm not the girl you buried. I'm the ghost you fucking fear. [Verse 2 – darker] I still remember how you looked when you realized I was done. No tears, no trembling hands— just a shadow underneath the sun. You loved me when I needed you. You hated me when I grew. Funny how the cage gets smaller when the prisoner sees through. [Pre-Chorus – rising] I can hear the angels screaming through the glass. Every piece you tried to steal is something I got back. And I don't wanna be her anymore. [Chorus] I am the saint of nothing, the girl you couldn't save. You tried to turn my heartbeat into something you could break. I gave you all my silence, you mistook it for defeat. Now every wound you gave me is a reason I can breathe. You wanted me beneath you— now watch me disappear. I'm not the girl you buried. I'm the ghost you fucking fear. [Bridge – soft, almost whispered] Maybe I loved you too much. Maybe I hated myself enough to believe that your hands were the only place I'd belong. But look at me now… I'm still here. [Breakdown – screamed] I'M STILL HERE. You couldn't drown me. You couldn't erase me. YOU JUST TAUGHT ME HOW TO BECOME THE THING YOU'RE AFRAID OF. [Final Chorus – huge, layered vocals] I am the saint of nothing, and nothing owns me now. You built a throne from my tears— watch me burn it to the ground. I gave you all my silence, now I'm giving you my voice. You thought you killed the girl in me— YOU JUST CREATED SOMETHING WORSE. I'm not the girl you buried. I'm not the ghost you fear. [Final scream] I'M THE FUCKING REASON YOU'LL NEVER SLEEP AGAIN. [Outro – breathy whisper] You wanted me quiet… You should've been careful what you taught me to become.