(Intro) I got people out there feelin like they need to say something... Look I ain't no saint I been flawed since day one... (Verse 1) Give it to God, yea I'm flawed but I ain't judging, nope not even you. Say what you need if that's what you please cause, God got me and I ain't got the need for your seed that you tryna plant in me with that bitterness and envy tryna knock me off with bad energy. (Chorus) Y'all talk all y'all want, it's God only one I care about on my walk, been down and out full of doubt, yea hate in my heart right from the start but this ain't about clout let me tell y'all what I'm bout. (Verse 2) Used to ride around day in day out looking for a way to just take myself out, riding around in that cemetery just look for the best place so they could bury me, head held low searching for that no no, yea that pick me up so I could go, go. (Verse 3) Smoked that dro, yea you know how it goes but that wasn't for me, na... I had that need for speed... Didn't care for the downs, I was swerving left zero to a hundred in the dead of night... Hell bound. (Chorus) Y'all talk all y'all want, it's God only one I care about on my walk, been down and out full of doubt, yea hate in my heart right from the start but this ain't about clout let me tell y'all what I'm bout. (Verse 4) Hurt my kids, hurt family,... Hell I even stole from my own mammy, nothing but a black sheep if you was to ask some of my family, neglecting, while stuck in depression, yea that's what I blamed it on while all along I was out there getting high singing a different song. (Verse 5) Waking up shaky, the guilt in my chest, another day dawning, putting me to the test. Them calls from my sister, the silence from my son, the way my mama looks at me, like something's come undone. This ain't no movie, no hero's rebirth, just the slow, hard crawl back to proving my worth. (Bridge) Sometimes the shame hits, a punch to the gut, thinking 'bout all the good things I just up and shut out. That ache in my soul, a constant low hum, wishing I could rewind, knowing that time won't come. Gotta face the wreckage, the mess I have made, and pray there's still grace, a new path to be laid. (Verse 6) Can't outrun what I've done, that truth stays inside, but with God as my strength, I'll handle and won't hide. Look, truth is, that pipe was a crutch, hidin' from the world, not givin' a much. Kids needed their pops, and where was I at? Chasin' that high, a damn selfish brat. Neglected their needs, the hurt in their eyes, still cuts me deep, beneath all the lies I told myself then, to keep the pain numb. Now the real fight starts, gotta face what's to come. (Chorus) Y'all talk all y'all want, it's God only one I care about on my walk, been down and out full of doubt, yea hate in my heart right from the start but this ain't about clout let me tell y'all what I'm bout. (Outro) So let the rumors fly, let the fingers all point, this ain't about glory, just trying to anoint this broken damn spirit with something that's real. Stumbling forward, learning how to feel.
