It just hasn’t felt the same, the same way it used to, no I suppose that that’s just something that I’ve gotta get used to now Close my eyes and do whatever I imagine that you do, but I I’m not sure, I’m not sure Because everybody’s happy, and with everybody laughing I can’t help but feel like I abandoned you I wish I could’ve gone instead of you It sounds a bit macabre ‘cause it’s true ‘Cause there’s a certain pain in everything I do Someone told me “Let the pain go” Almost punched him in his face though If I let go of the pain, I might cease to know your name It’s been so damn long I can picture your face, I’ve been so damn wrong In so many ways, I’ve been holding on That will never change, it’s all for you Because everybody’s happy, and with everybody laughing I can’t help but feel like I abandoned you I wish I could’ve gone instead of you It sounds a bit macabre ‘cause it’s true ‘Cause there’s a certain pain in everything I do But I don’t like to talk about it Everyone tip-toes around it Feels like they’re tip-toeing around you All I ever really know is All I ever really know is It’s all for you, you, you It’s all for you
