chasing tomorrow x pushed you (Mashup)

[intro] i was chasing the high, high, high, cause i was so low, o o pills on the sink, and i got nowhere to go, go, go. [verse 1] smoked more weed than three people need, said i would quit, but i said it slow. tomorrow, that's what i'd say, just one more hit, then i change my way. talked to the ceiling, begging for a sign, heard my own voice, ain't even mine. got dreams written down in a notebook, they fade like the smoke i just took. missed every call, ignored every door, buried my soul, in a drawer. lost in the haze, forgot who i was, i regret but regret don't pause. [pre-chorus] i wasn't chasing fun, i was ducking pain, i was laughing alone, playin' the game. wanted peace, but i chose the numb, now i'm stuck, too fried to run. can i come back from this? can i fix what i missed? [chorus] every promise starts with tomorrow, but it fades out fast, gets drowned in sorrow. i know the path, i just can't follow, still i try, still i allow. i pushed you all away, can't hear your voice through the haze. i pushed you all away. [verse 2] said i would stop, but i never said when, said i would grow, but i barely bend. it's not a phase, this is just how i'll end. traded my future for a temporary spark, now i'm sitting in the dark. with a heavy heart. [bridge] hope from the air, peace from the past, faces i loved, they fade so fast. every time i crash, i laugh, ha, ha, ha... can i come back from this, or is this it? [final chorus] every promise starts with tomorrow, but it fades out fast, gets drowned in sorrow. i know the path, i just can't follow, still i try, still i allow. i pushed you all away, ashes where memories lay. i pushed myself too far. [outro] tomorrow's not real, just a soft delay, i say it again, then smoke it away. no one left to blame. no one left to blame. no one left to blame. no one left to blame.