Torpor (v5)

I just realized it says v4.5+ It is actually 𝐯𝟓 Had to edit a word, guess it label it 4.5+ 🙄 ----------------------------------------------- Im not who i used to be Nothing feels right Everythings a mess Dont know how to smile anymore Lost my happiness Cant get out of bed I sleep until the sun goes down Dont care if im dead I live in my head Do i need medicine To torpid i feel nothing Im never in the mood Im always drained I hate this world Its insane Im insane Get me out of here Cant take this anymore Need to cope me to forget Im not who i used to be Im not who i used to be Ive changed Im no longer me [interlude: cello solo] I cant tell When its a phase Or a start of a change Can you imagine the fear I try to separate the fakes From the real ideas When its all fake And the laughters near Dark thoughts turn monotonous Dont let them take my voice Stay with me It gets hard Its a long way to the end of the road Still dont let go Dont let go I cant let go I hate this world Its insane Im insane Get me out of here Cant take this anymore Need to cope me to forget Im not who i used to be Ive changed Im no longer me