Inside (Redux)

©Doll I tried Maybe a dozen different ways But I failed and we know failure doesn't pay They said if I just pay attention To my own reflection I'd learn to love myself I failed again Failures my only constant To me my reflection is a monster And they said If I opened my eyes I'd see I'm fine Who are you kidding I know that's a fucking lie How can I love what's on the outside If I hate what's on the inside So fuck me, fuck my life I hate everything inside I hide Maybe a dozen different ways And I lied And we know lying doesn't pay I feel I should make a correction To this whole self inspection Then maybe I'd learn to love myself I failed again Failures my only constant To me my reflection is a monster And they said If I opened my eyes I'd see I'm fine Who are you kidding I know that's a fucking lie How can I love what's on the outside If I hate what's on the inside So fuck me, fuck my life I hate everything inside What do I do How do I love This monster I've become How do I live with How do I love This beast that's in my soul I opened up my eyes and saw the light Who am I kidding I know that's a fucking lie I hate my outside I hate my inside I hate my whole damn life So fuck me, fuck my life I hate everything inside