Proud of me?

[Verse 1] Living so recklessly, I was scared. And no one cared. lives are broken cause of me, it's not fair and no one cared. (no one cared) Falling apart at the seems, I fall apart it's just the start (Start... start...) screaming in to the void I'll break your heart It's just the start (start... start...) [Pre-Chorus] (And if you try to stay.) There's one thing left to say. Cause i'll make i'll make I'll make I'll make make make [Chorus] I'll make you say how PROUD you are of me Take the pain! Fade AWAY How Proud of me are you? [Solo] [Verse 2] So scared of failure, I'm not an exception so scared of danger, I got no expectations (So scared of losing) I hide my affections When everything gets painful i start suppressing, so much for safety I promise no shelter I'm not attained I faltered and so much for innocence, I felt contained so much for happy ends so much for all things she's sick and takes me away [Pre-Chorus] (And if you try to stay.) There's one thing left to say. Cause i'll make i'll make I'll make I'll make make make [Chorus] I'll make you say how PROUD you are of me Take the pain! Fade AWAY How Proud of me are you? [Bridge] I'll make you say (How proud,) proud of me me (you are) Beg me (me for) an moment but I have no (moments left for you.) [Chorus] I'll make you say how PROUD you are of me Take the pain! Fade AWAY How Proud of me are you? [Outro] (Make you say) there's nothing left to say I won't stay (How proud) there's nothing left for me I was always better at walking away (How proud of me are you) fault, blame, cries, and lies (How proud of me are you) Drugs, and death, and hate, and rage (How proud of me) lost my innocence in the beginning (How proud of me) everything I want isn't what I need and like that I leave [Guitar screech stop]