Bi-polar postin, pain in my caption Laug

Bi-polar postin, pain in my caption Laughin through trauma, truth in my actions One day I’m gospel, next day I’m savage Still breathin, still broadcastin, still not average You think you know me? Even I miss the mood swing Bi-polar postin in a cave with the polar trees Rage too heavy to bear, but I wear My heart on my sleeve, still tryna show I still care You see the bear skin rug, think I’m lyin But I’m reachin for those with alligator arms, still tryin I mean no harm, so don’t be alarmed If my words spin heads like a pole in a barber shop Stick around long enough, you’ll hit the chopping block taking a little off the top Not sure where I’m headed in this bi-polar plot My mouth wrote checks I can’t afford to drop And thieves at the door still waitin for the knock If you can’t stand my real me, you’ll never know my real Bi-polar postin, ramblin with zeal Just tryna find who’s polar enough to stand still And not be the opposite pole that chills and kills the hope I'm tryin to fill Bi-polar postin, pain in my caption Laughin past trauma, truth within my actions One day I’m Country, next day I’m Trap Still breathin, still broadcastin, still not steppin on crap Still breathin, still broadcastin, Still not steppin on crap—no maskin While you just stand by, I’m taskin Legacy moves without askin why while you just sit there and stand by