Weak worms might die stop breathing Hard bars change-lives-after-prison Smart bars save lives stuck-fucked-never-healing And odd bars for-da-homies l-tryna-keep-they-head-out-the )-feelings I dont think imma-write-a-rap imma-just-jot-down-some-words-just see where-my head-is at see i be speaking to my self think he deceivin-me-bleeding-doubt-into-the-thing-that-earned-me-dignity the thoughts that circle round around till i let em out then they just start to pitty me then i fester in the wounds till i shut somethin off then out comes the shitty me hahahaha A-Mean-and-murderous-mad-menace-a-man-made-of-mercilessnes-mastered-and-malice-manifests-madness-malevolent-factors-the-missfit-mocking-nameless-masters now do the ritual- yea make it matter scatter da count o' bodies steady risin gonna need a ladder in the jungle best be quick protect ya life and make it stick be quick be steel be hard or instead of chillin out on the boulevard youll be punching in your card So when you see me pay respect Or else like wu said - protect ya neck Cause ill be choppin through like meth Shadowboxin right n left groovy beat to beat em down funky flow to steal the crown Cold as fuck—yah, walk em down drag his ass all over town. I been layin here awake - cant go to sleep i start 2 drown - "4 fuk sake" - like the place learned to cry when im not awake That-tick-in-the-kitchen-twitchin-like-a-dog -thats-sick-of-sittin-waitin-to-get-on-with-shittin-so-without-guilt-or-permission-begins-a-single-minded-mission-to-leave-his-displeasure-and-releif-where-he-know-yo-lazy-ass-wont-miss-it Pain don’t knock, mate; it’s got my key cut pulled a slimey jack move. did NOT keep it G - fuck Dead quiet, no sound then - gulp, gulp, gulp -; now the walls too fuckin loud wont let me sleep - nope with the racket echoing from all around feels like im runnin up a steep slope. while the mice sing the song of my whole fuckin life - this shit is weak bro Yah, finally got space—six feet down, aye!...finally with a lid on my head. heh. get it? ded. I keep kickin the shit out the bed like nah, not yet, I got wet socks, thicc debts and a thousand and unsent texts i still ain’t sent yet There are worms in this wood and shit, dont everybody wanna get fed? I’m like "get fucked, I ain’t fundin a feast for your kids." 'fucko'wn Red little digits-keep-blinkin; but wait...oh fuck look-the-meter-ain’t-broken-it’s-countin-the-cost-as-the lil bitch a i cocksucker digital fuckin-tickets-countin-up-tokens-yea-a-soul-ticket-so-wicked born out the mouth, kick-through-the-thicket-burning on entry "now boarding life, please present your ticket" I kick at at the door, try to take a peak the hole the spy but oh fuck better get back think i hear a click from inside, then my own fuckin voice tells me in a dry tone "nobody’s home. unless that is youre looking to fuckin die" I paid for a view of the sky—well, he lied; it’s a slit in the brick where the flies slide their lives for the nine eyes. Pride blinds lies bind minds eye confines cut ties despise the high price to become fuckin wise shut your heart when someone tries to pay a visit the flame inside died long a go but no one saw - they missed it oh well so sad thats rough lifes long move along do not be glum just humdeelumbumbum put the poison in some rum chase it down Told myself too tidy it up, yup tuck it in, shut the blinds, remove the sin, begin to show sign of a found single donatable fuck; but the room’s been gettin smaller with the walls already thin Those walls take a step, then the wardrobe takes two, and the voice in my head says through a stoinky grin "in the vent youll find a ladder, climb it until the air begins to thin the fall right off it doesnt matter" and then the laughter stars again I’m still on the line with my life stuck on hold, hearin some cunt 2 blocks away roll the dice. this is it, knew it was a mistake to sit, shit.. hum along with me while the ceiling begins to fall hummmmm hummmmm hummm humm humm hummmmmmm yes bitch I got jokes, smoke, i mope and im constantly runnin broke—just sit with me, its alright; you ain’t gotta fix it. i survived i fuckin lived it lets fuck around - hit the town baby make some bad descisions lets fuck around - hit the town baby make some bad descisions lets fuck around - hit the town baby make some bad descisions lets fuck around - hit the town baby make some bad descisions lets get manic yea panic erratic straight static mind fuck rabbit just scattered with every recent thought that mattered best grabbit godammit without it were..... fucked yea fucked again by my head man im tired of these whislers wishing we was fuckin dead evil thought of hurt and shame echoes in my ears ringin every day - but hey atleast i got this music dawg a place to put the shit i need gone to talk about what happened then from wild abstractions to the center mark a place to finally rest the dead and then finally reoccupy my head I promise 2 stick around keep rockin this ok sound
