I have been down many times before Been angry been hurt been sore But the weight today it feels different now It feels like this burden will pull me under somehow Five in the morning as I lie awake How much more am I expected to take My mind is breaking my sight is blurred I try to speak but I can only slur my words Nothing to me is clear anymore I know destiny had somethin better in store When it layed the path I was meant to walk I cant sleep cant eat cant really manage to talk Maybe I'm just gettin to old In my head I feel so young Maybe that's how the illusion is done All i know is life or death or whatever this is It ain't no fun anymore I think that IM ALREADY DEAD IVE DIED AND GONE TO HELL IS THAT WHY EVERYTHINGS SO DAMN BAD THAT MUST BE WHY I ALWAYS FEEL SO SAD GODDAMN YOUR BOOK GODDAMN YOUR LAWS WHY THE FUCK DID YOU CREATE ME WITH SO MANY FLAWS
