[Hook] I’m tired of love taking more than it gives Tired of carrying shit that I never asked to live Tired of thinking too hard ’bout a word or a tone Tired of feeling more alone when I’m not even alone I’m tired of giving a damn till it fucks with my head Tired enough now I’d rather leave feelings for dead [Verse] I’m tired of caring too much when I know what it costs Tired of giving a piece then feeling that piece get lost Tired of reading one text like there’s more underneath Tired of lying in bed with that shit on repeat Tired of hearing “I’m fine” when the room feels cold Tired of watching small changes turn heavy and old Tired of learning somebody then learning them twice Tired of finding out love got a different damn price Tired of missing the version that lived at the start Tired of letting one person get deep in my heart Tired of carrying words that were said in a moment Tired of holding on longer just because I once chose it Tired of giving a fuck when the feeling gets thin Tired of noticing distance before it begins Tired of acting normal when my head knows the shift Tired of making excuses for every small drift Tired of sleeping beside someone feeling apart Tired of love getting messy when it started so sharp Tired of trying to save shit that already feels dead Tired of keeping old lines running circles in my head Tired of starting again with the same fucking hope Tired of learning new habits, new jokes, new codes Tired of opening doors just to close them again Tired of calling it worth it when it fucks with my head Tired of giving trust out and watching it bend Tired of hearing “forever” from people who change in the end Tired of wanting something simple and getting a mess Tired of love turning peace into constant unrest Tired of overthinking shit that should just feel clear Tired of making one person too fucking important in here Tired of waking up mad at the shit that I feel Tired of knowing damn well that attachment gets real Tired of losing my focus when love gets involved Tired of problems that never should’ve needed solving Tired of caring what somebody means by one phrase Tired of giving whole nights to one bad fucking day Tired of replaying moments that should’ve stayed gone Tired of hearing one song and getting dragged back along Tired of loving the memory more than what’s left Tired of holding old feelings inside of my chest Tired of thinking the next one will somehow go clean Tired of love making fools out of shit that felt deep Tired of letting one bond get control of my mood Tired of giving that power to somebody I knew Tired of feeling that pull every time I should leave Tired of knowing what’s wrong and still wanting to believe Tired of being so deep that it fucks with my sleep Tired of love digging holes that I’m stuck trying to keep Tired of giving more time to shit already gone Tired of carrying endings way after they’re done Tired of every damn feeling that refuses to die Tired of acting like love needs another damn try I’m not bitter, I’m worn from the shit that it brings From the hope, from the doubt, from the pull, from the sting I still know love can matter, I’m just tired as hell And I’d rather keep peace than keep losing myself [Hook] I’m tired of love taking more than it gives Tired of carrying shit that I never asked to live Tired of thinking too hard ’bout a word or a tone Tired of feeling more alone when I’m not even alone I’m tired of giving a damn till it fucks with my head Tired enough now I’d rather leave feelings for dead
