[VERSE 1] Blue light bathroom, blood in the sink Powder on the counter, don't fucking blink Someone's banging on the other side Give me thirty seconds, I'll be alright Jaw locked tight, chewing my cheek Can't hear shit over the ringing in me Mirror says, "Jesus Christ." I tell her she's late tonight [PRE-CHORUS] Here it comes Back of my throat That warm rush I already know [CHORUS] Nosebleed Red on white Everybody watches like it's beautiful tonight Hands shake Eyes roll back Tell me I look gorgeous while I'm coming off the tracks One more line One more lie Tell myself I'll quit another fucking time Nosebleed Headrush If I disappear... Don't wake me up. [VERSE 2] Bathroom stall, forehead to steel Trying to remember what my body feels like Phone keeps buzzing in my jacket pocket Can't answer questions I don't wanna live with Mascara halfway down my face Smile still painted into place Girl asks softly, "You good?" I say, "Better than yesterday." [PRE-CHORUS] Everything slows Everything swims I'd rather lose another night Than learn to live in my own skin [CHORUS] Nosebleed Red on white Everybody watches like it's beautiful tonight Hands shake Eyes roll back Tell me I look gorgeous while I'm coming off the tracks One more line One more lie Tell myself I'll quit another fucking time Nosebleed Headrush If I disappear... Don't wake me up. [BRIDGE] I don't wanna die. I just don't wanna be here. There's a difference. Nobody ever hears it. [FINAL CHORUS] Nosebleed Blood on my teeth Smile for the mirror like it isn't killing me No sleep No pulse Built this version of myself from somebody else Last hit Last try Keep saying it until I fucking buy it Nosebleed Headrush God... I almost felt alright.
