I’m in an ocean swimmin with the slimmest chance of survival seein no land near and I can feel I’m slowly gettin tired my mind’s makin me rewind all the memories, was i rightful to leave her and feel proud, as my life was hit by a typhoon I’m feeling broken enough to be someone else’s idol lived a life that was idled away, i was locked in a cycle i lost the one i called my wife, and she’s miles away from me and my hopes for the brighter future have already been retired I’m on the bed, sittin up and looking for a mirror shit, i didnt buy a new one after i broke the last into pieces Seven years of bad luck, this is the path i steered i was a decent person but now my heart became specious even God is suspicious, I’m so good at deceiving feelings I’m shady and mischievous, keep misleadin people disbelief and greediness, i dont even know where the peace is the kid within is just hidden, if only all could be different Chorus: then i crawled under the bed, tryin to disappear heart’s beatin so fast, I’m out of breath with fear prayin to God, wishin He’s inclinin His ear please God, give me enough strength to bear Musical Outro
