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Will I be alone?

[Verse 1] ItalianHippie on the screen forty-three and split at the seams anime nights and cat feet slow I know the jokes, I still don't glow Mouse clicks in a quiet room weed smoke curls like a lazy moon I can laugh when I'm all alone but new faces turn to stone [Pre-Chorus] I rehearse my words out loud then the real ones hide in the crowd I look for a sign, a clue, a door why does easy look so hard for me? [Chorus] Will I be alone? Will I be alone? I want a hand to hold I want a life to call home Will I be alone? Will I be alone? I keep my hope in my pocket but it weighs like a stone [Verse 2] Girls talk fast and I freeze up my mind trips wires, my throat locks up I wish I was more plain, more cool more born to fit some easy rule I want a small farm, muddy boots goats in the yard and tomato roots a porch light, names, and honest work something gentle I could be worth [Pre-Chorus] But rent says stay where I can stay and dreams get thin when the bills won't wait I keep asking the dark, "what for?" why does want hurt more and more? [Chorus] Will I be alone? Will I be alone? I want a hand to hold I want a life to call home Will I be alone? Will I be alone? I keep my hope in my pocket but it weighs like a stone [Bridge] Still I make songs from the ache little truths I can finally say If I can't speak clean in the room maybe I can bloom in the tune [Final Chorus] Will I be alone? Will I be alone? I want a hand to hold I want a life to call home Will I be alone? Will I be alone? I keep my hope in my pocket and I won't let it go